It seems like all I ever do is rush rush rush, then some rest and recovery.
Where’s the routine? Where’s the constants in my life like the North Star? How do I set my compass when I don’t know where North is?
Last week/this week/next week (11/12/13):
I’ve set a new routine now, a new North Star to follow, because the old one was unreliable and a bit flaky.
No more flakiness please. I will send out something for feedback, and wait for its return. Other than that, I have to stick to my new routine. Training can be ho hum but it has to be done, you can’t run a race without training, that’s clear right?
I also have to work on Visualization, picturing myself succeeding with my new routine, getting it done most of the time the way, maybe not perfect, but visualizing and seeing where I could be if I just applied my routine, some commitment and lots of love. Know what you want, and think only of what you want, not what you don’t want.
And perfection? Is fleeting, flaky, unreliable. Better to be reliable and steady, than seek some sort of perfection. Shoot for the moon, but even if you don’t make it, you’ll land amongst the stars. Every artist was once an amateur. It would be a quiet wood if only the best sang.
Yadda yadda yadda.
