At some point the question becomes tiresome and moot. Why ask why? Do what you have to do anyway. One day at a time.
I am done with whys for a while. It takes too much energy. People are always questioning murderers and other nutters why they did what they did. There is no answer to that. It's a stupid question really, like the reason would change anything anyhow.
Yer, I am feeling a little cynical. Ah, I must remember and regain my optimism and make them come true!! It's okay to stop asking why... it's a healthy response now that I've gone through quite a bit of work. I learned that my health and writing should be linked. I learned that:
"I am not scared or lonely, saving all my money or my breath... I'm not looking for an answer or asking anyone to second guess..." -- Amy Ray / Indigo Girls, "I don't want to know"
Looks like next week, I'll need a new mantra!! It might go along the lines of "none but the brave".
Have a good weekend!! I won't be posting as I know you probably won't be reading!! Ha ha ha!!
