Huh? Just noticed Part 4 of Load Bearing wasn't showing up for some reason....fixed it.
Working on a dream is hard, when there's so many distractions. Re-invention takes a long time, and to quote someone famous "it will not happen quickly". But Yes I Can!
Focus and clarity of mind are needed here, I need them here today. I should know what I know about myself, and not let myself get overwhelmed by the outside world. I cultivate my garden, my inner garden of peace, of creativity, a well of good and righteous and philosophical. I strive not to criticize others, as I have so much self-improvement to do.
Practicalities realities creep in. Hopefully not fear. I'm learning lots, about my business, my strengths and opportunities. Of course I have weaknesses and threats -- they mostly come about when I lose focus and get overwhelmed. What really threatens me, is me, inside me, there's this gnawing little bug. Saying I'm not good enough, I'm not trying hard enough, I am silly for even trying. I want to squash that bug. Say no, you have no control you can't really threaten me. Say no to those things outside of your focus. The bug should not be in my focus.
Life goes on. The next few Mondays I'm out. I was supposed to bring you a progress report today, eh? You'll have to wait at least three weeks, more likely a month. May 4th is looking realistic.
Tuesday posting? Yes. Let's change the header then eh?
